I was trapped in a world that I had created, and with a creation that I wasn’t happy with. For the longest time, I thought I wasn’t good enough to be more that what I was. That what ever life gave me I had to settle for, and if something better was out there, it […]
(Well, unless you are literally underwater that is.) I had mentioned before how I hadn’t breathed in almost 17 years!! I had been holding my breath. I was afraid of making someone mad, afraid that they wouldn’t want to be my friend and I would end up friendless. Afraid that I wasn’t doing something right. […]
This ain’t supposed to make sense You are never supposed to figure this out alone This is supposed to be confusing So confusing to the point that you fall down crying from the headaches On your knees pleading for answers Head bowed humbly Arms outstretched reaching for his feet Before him Tired beaten and worn […]
Everything had been seemingly going along peacefully. I moved into my new apartment with the help of some wonderful people! Ferrell is loving the new place. I got orders for my new position. I’m able to stay in my current city, and move into a challenging position that will help my Career move forward. I […]
My thoughts are always most active at night when I should be sleeping. I’m not insomniac. Just a night dreamer.