Don’t Hold Your Breath

(Well, unless you are literally underwater that is.) I had mentioned before how I hadn’t breathed in almost 17 years!! I had been holding my breath. I was afraid of making someone mad, afraid that they wouldn’t want to be my friend and I would end up friendless. Afraid that I wasn’t doing something right. […]

“I stopped explaining myself when I realized other people only understand from their level of perception”-Anonymous

No. That’s not what I’m trying to say. Why don’t my words make sense to you? I’m saying them exactly how they sound in my head. Listen to what I’m saying, Or you hearing me.   No, That’s not what I’m saying!   You’re using the same words I used, Yes. But, that’s not what […]

Don’t be silly

This ain’t supposed to make sense You are never supposed to figure this out alone This is supposed to be confusing So confusing to the point that you fall down crying from the headaches On your knees pleading for answers Head bowed humbly Arms outstretched reaching for his feet Before him Tired beaten and worn […]

Empty thoughts

I wrote it all down every thought that crossed my mind I wrote until my eyes teared up, until my mouth was dry, until my pen was out of ink, until my hands cramped, and then when my mind was empty I sat back took a deep breathe and then looked down but the page […]

Immortal

Time doesn’t exist If not for the rising and setting of the sun we wouldn’t know a day had passed At night we sleep Eyes closed Our brain will run astray no longer held accountable for our to do list Time never existed Slow long steps going in one direction Never stopping Headed towards infinity